obliviatedd:

I sent Phi a goodnight text like I usually do last night, and he replied, “Cree, is this really that hard for you?” Ugh. Did you miss the memo? I am in love with you. You told me you were in love with me, too. You lied. That shit hurts. Yes, this is really that hard for me.

Now he’s going to be all I think about all day (as if he wouldn’t be) and everything is going to suck.

43/365: (Feb. 12, 2010)

Today, it rained. I took this picture through my car windshield at the library. I took a handful of pictures today. Maybe I’ll upload them later. It was really cold. My hands went numb, and I couldn’t feel my camera.

I saw Phi, today. I missed him.

42/365: (Feb. 11, 2010)

My life has been right for exactly one month, now.

41/365: (Feb. 10, 2010)

I have something to post for today, but I can’t post it. It’s something I made for my boyfriend as a surprise for Valentine’s Day. He lurks my tumblrs, so I have to wait until he’s either: 1) driving to my sister’s Sunday with no access to my tumblr or 2) seen it already.

Oh, and he has Valentine’s Day “all planned out.” Hehe. I’m blushing. No boy has ever had ANYTHING “all planned out” for me. I can’t wait to see what’s up his sleeve!

40/365: (Feb. 9, 2010)

Phi said I post a lot of pictures of girls with long, wavy hair. I didn’t even notice. I guess I do, though. I can’t wait until my hair gets longer. Mmm <3

39/365: (Feb. 8, 2010)

Today I worked on finishing up my costume for Mardi Gras. (: I got it all done except for the pocket on my skirt. I’m debating on the color. That’s about it. Oh, and Sam got a cute little chameleon and named him Buddy. (:

My corset. (:

Fancy-Smancy dress shirt that I made. (:

Buddy (:

*OMG! MY FOOT’S ASLEEP! IT’S HORRIBLE! 
It started CONVULSING and stuff D:

WHO DAT! BLACK AND GOLD AT THE SUPERBOWL!

38/365: (Feb. 7, 2010)

I worked on my corset while THE SAINTS WON THE SUPERBOOWWWLLLLL!!!~

37/365: (Feb. 6, 2010)

We woke up late-ish Saturday and sat there forever saying that we were about to leave for Jeny’s. We went pick up donuts to eat, first thing. And we ended up leaving around 4 or something. We went get Phi’s oil changed. At first, we went to Wal-mart, cos I had to return a dvd anyways, and they take his car, right? And have it FOREVER, right? Then tell us they can’t change his oil because it’s too full. Ughh. So we went to Super Quick Lube (lol) and they changed it, no problem. Then we were off, I’m pretty sure. After Phi attempted to go pay his ticket. Saturday, we drove all around, we went to Michael’s to get some stuff for Mardi Gras. We got lost a few times. We had this AWESOME reese cup ice cream in a waffle bowl at Baskin’ Robbins. We came home and feasted on Jeny’s wonderful lasagna. I got some stuff done on my costume, and Phi played WoW. Then we went catch a midnight movie with Andrew. Such an eventful day!

36/365: (Feb. 5, 2010)

Every time I’m with Phi, I slack on tumblr. SORRY! That’s why I’m gonna start adding dates to the posts to see how far behind I am.

Anyways, Friday night, Phi and I went to Houma for the parade. It lasted FOREVER! And I had a blast with him. I also got to see Lana and Coby!! <3

Everything is good.

35/365:

So today I worked on my costume for Mardi Gras a bit more. I was going to make a cape out of this material, but I was 9 inches short, so I’m working on a corset with it.

I also got this material today to make a cami or sundress or the like.